Book Review- Natasha Leggero's The World Deserves My Children

Thank you to Libro FM for providing me with an audio arc of Natasha Leggero’s The World Deserves My Children.

Full disclosure, I accepted this audio arc without knowing anything about the author. I had not heard of her previously and just thought the premise of her memoir was appealing. Leggero is a comedian and her memoir is read by her.

I thoroughly enjoyed this book, even more so listening to it told by Leggero. She’s funny, very funny and listening to her voice was probably better than if I had read the physical version of the book. She has a keen sense of timing and perfect delivery, plus her voice is very animated, adding to the comedic effect.

Leggero writes about her decision to have children when she was in her forties. She froze her eggs when she was younger “just in case” she changed her mind about having children. Although she makes it clear that while this was a wise decision, it wasn’t foolproof. It was still very touch and go as to whether or not she could get pregnant. Leggero discusses the pros and cons of waiting, mostly the pros in that she was happily married and in a place of financial security when she finally decided to have kids. However, she also talks about general ideas of having kids when the world is such a messy place and the environmental problems are only growing worse. There is conflict in this decision.

I grew to really like Leggero. Not only is she hilarious, but she has a interesting perspective on many topics. I felt that she was relatable and engaging. I will definitely seek out some of her stand up specials to see if her comedy acts are as good as The World Deserves My Children.

Book Review- R. F. Kuang's Yellowface

June and Athena are grad school classmates who develop a friendship that is marred by envy. Specifically, June envies Athena’s success in not only getting her manuscripts published, but earning both a large sum of money and critical success at a young age. June is struggling to publish and to find her way.

Fate intervenes when Athena chokes on a pancake in front of June. While waiting for emergency services, June makes a quick decision to steal the only copy of Athena’s latest manuscript. A manuscript that no one else has seen. Athena is dead, so she isn’t talking.

June manages to change a bit of the manuscript to justify in her mind that she contributed to its creation and she passes it off as her own. It sells and just like Athena’s previous works, it does well. However, certain people become suspicious of June. They wonder why she, as a white woman, would decide to write about Chinese History? She is known to be Athena’s friend and the one who was with Athena when she died, and this work seems to be Athena’s style. Matters are not helped, when the publishing company decides to change June’s name obscure her identity and they post a picture of June that looks somewhat ethnically ambiguous. Is June trying to be someone she isn’t?

June’s paranoia at being discovered and having her success come crashing down is increased when she receives threatening emails from someone claiming to know the truth. In her paranoia, June even believes that Athena might still be alive and stalking her.

I’m not really a fantasy reader and although all of my coworkers have gushed over R.F. Kuang, I have not read her other books because of their genre. However, Yellowface is straight up literary fiction and when multiple coworkers described the plot, I knew that it was my kind of book.

I was loaned a copy of the arc by my manager and I absolutely could not put it down. Both June and Athena are difficult characters, but June’s behavior is so repugnant that even when there are moments that you might empathize with her, it’s hard. She deserves what comes to her.

Yellowface brings up uncomfortable scenarios such June’s publishers being accomplices in obscuring her identity. Song is June’s actual middle-name, given to her by hippie parents, however, anyone can easily see that it is also a common Korean and Chinese last name. The intent is to lead readers to believe she isn’t white. However, on the flip side, it also points to another situation where the publishing industry saying if June is her authentic self, that they cannot sell the idea of June paired with this work. This is damaging in more than one way.

First, it is implying that the author’s identity matters more than the merits of the work, and second, it is saying that neither June, nor Athena, matter much beyond their physical attributes. It made me wonder if this book could even be the same if the authors were male? This type of race promotion or hiding is somewhat similar to how female writers use male pseudonyms or initials to obscure their gender from swaying readers.

Of course all of these deep questions are tempered in the story because June did steal Athena’s manuscript and she does play along with all of the changes and lies. She feels that she deserves the success, and most insidious of all, that Athena’s success was not purely talent based, but also due to her ethnicity. June feels that life has been unfair and as Athena has been given an advantage, it is okay for June to cheat to win. We can look at all of the perceived or real injustices, but in the end, June is a thief.

Yellowface brings up unflattering aspects of art and the publishing industry. It also reveals an ugly side of human nature. It’s not an easy read, but it is a page turner and great pick for book club discussions. Also, I enjoyed Kuang’s storytelling and writing style so much, that I will definitely pick up her fantasy titles. I think Babel next!

Book Review- Rebecca Serle's In Five Years

Dannie Kohan is a lawyer who has her whole life plan figured out. She does not like surprises. In line with her plans, she gets engaged to her long time boyfriend and lands her dream job. Bella, Dannie’s best friend, couldn't be more different. She is a free spirit who takes every opportunity to travel and experience new things. Childhood friends, Dannie feels protective over Bella, who comes from wealthy, yet emotionally and physically distant parents. Bella felt abandoned by her parents, who were always off traveling or meeting their own desires, rather than the needs of their child. This made Dannie even more protective over her friend during their childhood, a dynamic that continued into adulthood.

On the same night that Dannie gets engaged, she has a vivid and visceral premonition, where she’s having sex with a man who is not her fiancé. It feels so real that it shakes Dannie to her core and makes her question her real-life relationship.

Years later, Bella shares news of a new boyfriend named Greg. When Bella meets him, she is shocked to realize that he is the same man from her premonition. Is it possible that her premonition is real?

Just weeks into their relationship, Bella thinks that she is pregnant with Greg’s baby. They are both elated at the news, but are crushed to learn that Bella isn’t pregnant, she has cancer. Dannie must now navigate co-caring for Bella with Greg, hiding her feelings that she might end up with him.

My neighborhood book group selected In Five Years for their June book pick. It was my first time attending our local book club and I had great time. I actually owned the book for several years, but had not read it. I found the start of the story to be a bit slow, but about a third through I became captivated by the relationship between Bella and Dannie.

I think the romance parts of the book are a bit of a ruse, as the heart of the story is the friendship between the women and their dynamic. I didn’t really care about the men in the story or think that they were very important. Dannie is a workaholic, control freak who struggles to let go of her master plan. The men serve as a plot device to show that Dannie will and can have relationships outside of Bella. She does not have a romantic relationship with Bella, but their friendship is the most important and dominate relationship in each other’s lives. This is the core of the story.

The premonition drove the story, but I’m not sure I liked it. We see it mirrored at the beginning and end of the story. It’s a plot device. It works as far as framing the story and adding intrigue. It serves to show character development with Dannie, but it also seemed to be a bit of a gimmick. I have mixed emotions about it. It did keep me turning the pages.

In Five Years is a solid friendship story and a tear jerker. It would be a good vacation read, assuming you can handle crying in public. I also found the story to be more layered and interesting when we discussed it at book group, than when I finished it initially.